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Monday, July 31, 2006
Aching Heart
Todae is our 4mth relationship......i feel down the drain now! I dun understand wat wrong. Its very difficult for me to go thru this....i've lost. I dunno if he feels the same...so far no calls or msg form him either. I miss the daes i'm wif him.....everytime i made a mistake he forgives mi and accepts me back but now tat i have made a great mistake and i'm willing to change myself he's not giving mi a chance to change...
I can't find a word to describe my emotions... but all i noe is my Heart is ACHING...
No matter how much i fight or angry wif him my love towards him always the same... its nt juz a word i telling dis frm bottom of my heart...
May god bless him where ever he is and in what ever he does..i will always pray for him..

Always Waiting For You
MISS AND LOVE YOU ALOT MA....
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Hoildaes over
Finally hoildaes all over... wow i'm very happy tat i'm back to skool... i saw my friends... miss them so much sian... well dis is my final yr.... i got 3 main subject tat i going thur dis term... and i hv 200 hours to finish my final yr project... i shouldn't be playful gal anymore in my studys...
well ytd i got my time table... i love it ma..my class end earlier... nt like last time... ytd my lesson end at 12 wow.. i wen to simie ite to see my friend gogila... i took my lunch there... the food is nice...well after taking my lunch.. gogila and i left the skool and when to tamp mall for window shooping... while i and gogila shopping hanisha join wif us...after shopping we went to mac to eat ice creams... hehe.... after eating ice cream gogila wen to meet her ite friends to go senkeng to meet her guy... so gogila hanisha i and her friends all took the same bus to go sengkeng but hanisha get down near her house bus stop... the guys are friendly... even i nv talk to them i enjoyed the fun .... when we reach senkeng interchange... they all left...while i was waiting 4 the bus hanisha called mi and we was toking abt our problems....
anyway i got a new friend,.. he such a nice guy..I admire him the way he tok to me..He teach me abt the future of the life..i nv tell him my problem but he somehow understand tat i having a problem... he gave a good advice... he to mi dis "Problems are nv ending..if we give them too much attention we'll end up crying of the little human life we hv....remember there is a such thing as death that will end all problems one day in our lives...But after that you'll nv get the laug again. so laugh more than crying as crying has got its solution of an end...." the way he tok to mi.. i found a new strange to live a new life... i dun wish to lost dis friend..i wan dis friendship to grow more..
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Monday, July 17, 2006
enjoyed
Today i was so happy and enjoyed alot... today i went to yishun to watch Imsai Arasan 23rd Pulikesi wif nans, reva and kutty gogi... the movie is nice... begining till the end the movie so funny...before the movie start we all went LJS to take lunch...we was taking our happniess and sadness things happen in our life...i realli miss the secondary skool daes...i wish i could turn back the clock :)...well after the movie we all decided to go bishan to take neoprints... when we reach bishan, we went to neoprint center... kutty gogila and i went to change money and reva and nans went to choose the neoprint machine...after taking neoprints we leave the J8 becuz nans hv to go to temple... we all went to interchange to take bus 53... wow.. long time i nv took the bus... its reminds mi alot of thing.. and comimg wed all my close secondary skool friends going to bishan to celebrate suvitha b'dae... i can't wait to see my darling tigger (suvitha).. she is one of my friend who understand mi head to toe... :)

Even i'm happy outside... inside my heart i'm worried and sad.... i realli miss him alot... i cannot sleep, eat well.. i always think abt him...now he in ns.. i dunno wht is happening to him... but i hope and pray to god nth will happen to him....
MISS YOU
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